It’s now been 6 weeks since I stopped work. The difficulties are still going, but I am still going on too. It’s hard to know if things are getting better. My body is still very slow, my mind works ok as long as it has no questions asked of it.
It feels strange writing here about myself. Generally when I write it is with thoughts on the world around me rather than my own world. I don’t even know if I want to publish these musings about my own life. Maybe that’s because I don’t want to make myself vulnerable, maybe it’s because I don’t see that people would have much to learn from me just focusing on myself. Maybe I don’t want to get too introspective.
A big question for me is if everyone is valuable, do I value myself as a human being? This week I feel like I have achieved something if I have walked up my road. However I do have a sense of being valuable that goes beyond my achievements. It is time now for me to remind myself of this whilst avoiding self obsession.
Everyone is valuable 